4 Years

Kyler would be four now.  He would be more self sufficient.  He would be learning and growing.  He could be singing in Christmas pageants.  We survived another birthday.  We took him the balloons like we always do and then headed to the coast.  For his birthday we sat on the beach.  It was a beautiful day.

Being with out him doesn't hurt any less, but it is a little easier to trudge through each day.  I have learned to deal with it a little better.  I was still had tears well up today while talking to Kalen's teacher today about Kyler.

We survived another holiday season.  Well another holiday season passed us by.  We have all been sick and it was hard to get in the Christmas spirit or decorate.  We got the tree put up the weekend after thanksgiving and put lights on it but that's as far as we got.  Christmas eve I decided we needed to at least put up Kyler's ornaments, so we did.

Now we are all hoping to feel a little better and looking forward to 2016. I am hopeful 2016 will be a good year.