New Daycare

Kalen starts his new daycare tomorrow.  It is kind of bittersweet. This is the place I pretty much had picked out for Kyler, but we never officially set it up because I was on besrest.  When I was on bedrest with Kyler I spent hours upon hours researching childcare. I was convinced this place was the best. When Kyler died, I was so glad we hadn't set it up. One less person to tell. 

We had Ranon groomed next door to this place a couple times after Kyler. Everytime I drove by it, it hurt. 

When we were looking for care for Kalen (late because I wanted to make sure he arrived safely). We put this place on the list. I knew I was pretty sure it was the best. After touring it, I knew my gut instinct was right. It was the place, but they had a waiting list, so we went somewhere else. When a spot popped up two weeks ago we had to take it. So tomorrow Kalen starts at what I consider Kyler's daycare. The one I spent all those months daydreaming about Kyler going to. I think dropping Kalen off there tomorrow will be very hard. Much harder then the first day at the other daycare, but for other reasons. Kyler should be there too. He would just be moving from the ones room to the twos. I guess I need to make sure to avoid the twos. All those little twos are missing a classmate.